WHY do I do this to myself? WHY DO I DO THIS TO HIM?!
seems like I just HAVE to win. Once I get started on that one-track mindset, I can't stop. I don't even know what happens until it's too late.
Sometimes perseverance is rewarded with triumph
Sometimes it's not worth winning or even continuing.
He said "I have nothing to say to you"
My heart. seems so far away. floating further in an ocean of regret.
Why do I constantly flounder in these waters?